INSTRUCTIONS:

write eleven statements,
intended to different people
things you've always wanted to tell people.

1. I miss the old times, but I'd never admit it.

2. What happened?!

3. I wish I could hate you, but I can't.  I tried.

4. I wish you could see how much I care about you.

5. Whenever I talk to you, I end up sounding like an idiot.  Darn.

6. Sometimes I wish you'd talk to me, but I wouldn't know what to say.

7. Your jokes make my day.  It hurts me to see you sad.

8. I miss you so much, but it'll never be the same.

9. I feel like I don't know you anymore.

10. I complain about you, but you really aren't that bad.

11. I wish I could understand you.

Hopefully not too many negative ones....I'm trying to keep it positive.  I'm not going to tell who they're for, so don't even bother guessing.

Off to band camp. Ciao.

I dunno, but not me.

Good morning, people on my friends list.  Being that I haven't talked/typed to you in quite some time, I feel the need to tell you of my doings.  At least, I'll type them down and you guys can pretend to read it.  Fair?
I feel disgusting.  Until today, I hadn't showered since Sunday.  I don't recomend it.  Even of all you do all day is sit around on your lazy butt (like me), you still start smelling bad.  But now I smell clean, like fresh rasberries or apples or whatever that stuff is supposed to smell like.  It's hard to tell.
Oh!  But I haven't been completely lazy!  I've been typing at the computer, which I'm sure improves my writing skills.  *cough*  But HEY!  Roleplaying (in paragraph OR script form) takes creativity, especially if your goal is to make as many funny lines as possible.  It is fun.
Also, I've been typing up random little things, like this story.  Here's the first "chapter" of it.  It's very short, and the rest of the story probably will be too.

Interesting, ne?  If you go back and read the vowels like you're speaking Spanish, and make the l's sound like r's, you've almost got a Japanese accent.  Congrats.
Comment and tell me what you want to happen next to poor Sousuke.  The more it amuses me, the better.

Songs that I would like very much:


Depeche Mode
It's no Good, Personal Jesus
NIN 
Starfuckers Inc., Hand that Feeds
MCR
I'm not okay, Helena, Ghost of You
SOAD
Kill Rock'n'Roll, Lost in Hollywood, Hypnotize
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Maps, Date with the Night, Cheated Hearts, Pin
The Postal Service
The district sleeps alone tonight

If you have any of these, it'd be rad if you sent them to rustyxwings@yahoo.com

THANK YOOOOOO

Happy Devil Day.  Try not to set too many things on fire.

Yeah, so I probably have the worst headache of my life right now. When Excedrin Migrane doesn't work, you start to worry. Anyone know how to get rid of heachaches? Please?

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Happy Birthday
4/14 (today) - Danielle
4/15 - David

My Personal Dna Report

This thing is awesome. You should read mine.
I like being an artist.

yay.

Today I walked home from school. That's 1.9 miles, people. After that, I ran around at the park with my friend. Then, I played tennis. Then, I had the Flynn area concert. NOW I'm tired.

I think we all learned a valuable lesson today - never trust a hairdryer.

....never!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=stillxsleeping
and
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=stillxsleeping

thanks.

SO! Today was an okay day. I didn't go to school because I had to go take a test at the hospital. I was very worried.

I couldn't eat all morning because of the test. I couldn't drink water! I was very thirsty.

They made me change into the stupid hospital gown, but they let me keep my jeans. Kinda weird but that was nice. The slipper sock things they gave me were kinda nice. Actually, I'm still wearing them. ^ ^;;

Luckily, I had a really nice nurse. These nurses were a LOT nicer than the nurses at the other hospital. A LOT. So, she puts the IV into my hand. It was weird, I thought it was supposed to go into the arm....but it was okay. The IV was probably the worst part, and it wasn't bad.

They made me wait for a long time before the test. I was a bit nervous because seriously, they were going to put a camera thing down my throat and into my stomach. Really, though....I wasn't very nervous about it. Maybe because I was tired?

When they took me to the room, the people were all nice and talked to me. I mentioned that I was in band, so they kept talking about that. This guy...the anastisiologist (kill me for the spelling @__@ ) reminded me of Mr. Steve. He said he went to SHHS too, which was kind of weird. It was back when high schools started at 10th grade. He also went to Mott, but it had a different name. He was pretty cool. He made me hum Host of Freedom (band song) and acted all impressed. Yeah, rambling now.

After they gave me the sleepy stuff, I went to sleep. What a concept. When I woke up, I was all confused. I was in the "recovery bay," and my mom was just kinda sitting there reading. After the stuff wore off a bit and I was more awake, they got my glasses for me (almost lost them!) and let me change and go. Then I went home and....ate, watched the Animatrix (my dad recorded over the MATRIX!) and slept.

Now I'm wondering why I bothered to get my homework from school....too tired to do it. Anyway, that's the end of my....um, story. Kay.

I'm in love with whoever put this on my locker!

XD Actually no, I have no idea who it was. I think the French peeps taped these to lockers randomly. OH WELL.

So....I've been sick for the past.....month? Five months? It started in August, when I got sick at band camp. Ever since, I've had this stomach problem that I'm not even going to TRY to spell. I used to get sick every morning, sometimes I'd throw up. Now I'm on medicine for it, but it still acts up.

Last month, I passed out at school for NO REASON WHATSOEVER. I ate breakfast. I wasn't running around. I was sitting in Biology and taking notes about blood types! It wasn't even one of those gross Bio things, like genetic mutations. Ew. To make a long story short, they sent me to the hospital, which really really sucked. How many people get a CAT scan at age 14? (but I'm 15 now, haha) BUT, after all the tests, I was fine. Nothing wrong. Nope.

So then.....WHY!?

Used Mandie's "Chemical Party" effects. Hooray.

So new schedules blah blah blah...mine is exactly the same. I just changed lunches, but my classes are all the same. Please tell me if you have B lunch with me...!

Oh yeah, and yesterday was my family birthday party. Relatives don't know what to get me, so they get me money. That's fine, I need it for fabric for the hoodie I'm gonna make! =D My mom got me Yuki and Kyo plushies. The HUMANS. Oh yeah.

I made this just now.

Kinda inspired by post secrets. Mandie was talking about flamingos, and I wanted a white one. Hehe, just a bit random...

so I'm 15, now.....


.....HAH! Older than YOU! (most likely. depending on who you are. O.O )

and I got a new deviantart. http://rusty-wings.deviantart.com